This is a channeled message I wrote many years ago when I was writing the Mary Magdalene book. I just came upon it as it has been missing. There is a theme lately of discovering past messages that seem to need to be brought into the light now. It is beautiful and I felt it should be shared.
There was much time we spent alone. He would gaze off and think of what was to come and I would gently bring him back to the present and into my eyes and my arms and remind him of what he was accomplishing though he truly felt it was not enough. He felt the job was too big for one man. He felt it was too difficult to change these hearts. He was unaware really of what he was doing for I think when he spoke and did these things he was as if in another place and when all was quiet and he was feeling just as a man he would feel this loneliness and fear.
I was happy to be the one to remind him of how he was being received and all that it meant. He was in need of comfort and encouragement the same as anyone. He looked to me for solace, he looked to me for the truth and he looked to me for the reflection of love that he poured into me in every moment for I in turn filled him and sustained him for my heavenly support surrounded me and guided me.
I felt as in a dream, I felt in each and every moment that when this was taken from me I would surely die with him, for what could be left for me? But he spoke of how I would go on and he told me of how I would teach and heal and he said it was meant to be and nothing could change it. We lived in this awareness, we counted our blessings, we filled ourselves with love, as if there would be no tomorrow and we brought one and other back time and again from the fear of what was to come.
Bow your heads and let go of all thoughts of tomorrow. Know that this he continued to do in the face of what he knew was his destiny. For what then shall you fear? For all is designed for your own awakening and all is made ready for your own resurrection for what else is there if you continue to blind yourself? What else can there be if you refuse to see that every living moment is precious and divine and your heart was given to give and receive love.
Worry and fear disguised to distract you from living each day in the light of Christ. Come back with the breath, the breath of the Holy Spirit. Come back and feel the power of love, the love inside you, the love everlasting, this heavenly gift from his heart to yours.