Many are experiencing extreme emotions, feeling as if you can hardly make it through. The weeping can go on for days and the feeling that you are being taken through a life review seeing and feeling everything. As these new cosmic energies and emanations continue to pour in they are opening us to seeing and feeling and releasing experiences and sorrows that have been pushed down for ages. As painful as this is we are releasing lifetimes of grief and fear. An experience seeming to be coming from this time and place is triggering old unresolved sorrows, all unprocessed fear. It is an enormous process. It is a necessary evolution of where we are now and where we hope to be going. Weather patterns are expressing what we are experiencing internally and releasing. Nothing to do but breathe through it. Ride it out as we ride out the storm. As each emotion rises to the surface we are opening to more and more. This clearing, this release is a part of the process that can lead to great healing and great awareness.
As the insights arise about your life and you see each and every thing through a magnifying glass of grief, know that all rises for a great purpose. All is clearing the way for new eyes to see and a new heart to feel. Now through this process the emotional scales fall from our pineal gland and our DNA is lighting up and activating. We are being readied for the next step in our cosmic evolution. Allow it all to unfold for all is necessary. Those moving through this particular dark night are the ancient cosmic warriors of light. It is through the dark that the light shall come and it is through our own courage and strength that each of our own heart lights will begin to shine the way to a new beginning
If you wake in the morning eyes still closed and a fairy appears all in white and slowly flies up you know for sure our worlds are merging. I have always believed. I have always felt a part of nature, the trees, the sea, the stars, the animals, everything.
The at oneness with the earth is the doorway to magnificent worlds. The disconnect from Gaia closes the door to these worlds of possibility and takes us down a most treacherous path.
Do you know that your name has a divine purpose and vibration and every time it is spoken it’s essence and sound signature vibrates through every cell in your body and out into the world.
The awareness of all these things is moving us closer to who we are and where we are going.
Meditate upon your name.
“When the first chakra is disconnected from the feminine Earth, we can feel orphaned and motherless. The masculine principle predominates, and we look for security from material things. Individuality prevails over relationship, and selfish
drives triumph over family, social and global responsibility. The more separated we become from the Earth, the more hostile we become to the feminine. We disown our passion, our creativity, and our sexuality. Eventually the Earth itself becomes a baneful place. I remember being told by a medicine woman in the Amazon, do you know why they are really cutting down the rain forest? Because it is wet and dark and tangled and feminine.”
~Alberto Villoldo
The last few years have been filled with magnificent joys and heart wrenching sorrows. It feels as if we must be stronger than ever to ride the waves of these kinds of huge changes that seem to come one right after the other with no breathing room in between. But breathe we must, and believe we must, for in between the sorrows and the joys the messages still come, the unmistakable messages of love and hope from places beyond what we can see. This is our grace. This is our spiritual foundation. This is the purity from which we enrich and strengthen our spirituality.
I have felt weakened, yes. Have you? I have felt lost and stuck and unbelievably weary. I have felt on the edge of falling with no net beneath to catch me. You can be taken right to that edge and we can see in world events what can happen when you do not have a foundation of grace that you are consciously aware of.
What saves us? The inner knowing that there is something so much bigger, that in spite of all the heartache and violence we are subjected to in this world, we have a divine purpose. Each time we rise above our own individual circumstance, each time we are not too far gone to recognize the grace and love that is showering upon us, each time we grasp the message coming from a loved one who has passed or a heavenly guide and benefactor, we rise to a new spiritual height.
We may feel we are failing, we may feel we are weakened by the struggles and the sorrows in our own lives and in the world but we are being tempered in the fires, we are being purified and transformed. Sometimes we have to will ourselves back from the edge, as we call out for heavenly aid. We must remember that in the fire of transformation and transmutation even our will is being tempered and strengthened. Spiritual alchemy is at work. Our awareness even through times of what feels like brutal change is the saving grace; constant vigilance and awareness of a higher view, constant releasing the obsessive need to know why things happen, rising above any kind of victim mentality and being present in every single living breathing moment. Being present to the smallest joys, a cardinal singing, the way your beloved animal looks at you, a kindness given, each and every precious grace.
And of great importance is allowing yourself to feel. Feel your sorrow, express your sorrow, feel your anger, speak your truth. Holding these feelings in for the sake of thinking you must not give in or that this constitutes weakness or ungratefulness, pushing down feelings, suppressing your emotions. This will only build up and up and become something much bigger than just dealing with it as it comes up. Know yourself. Know what you need to release, to move on. Feel it, cry it out, move on.
When you are awake, even through times of great stress, you will feel a pull, you will hear a calling. Nature will speak to you. The earth, our divine feminine home will call you to her. Go. She will nurture you and rebalance you. She will unburden you. She will remind you who you are. Wrap your arms around a tree before you go to work and thank her. It will change your life.
I believe in my heart that above other things the disconnect from nature, from the earth, is symbolic in the biggest way possible of the disconnect to the divine feminine. This has now manifested in so many ways. Ignoring humanities connection to mother earth and the desecration and disregard for her has shown itself in the suppression and dishonoring of the feminine in every possible way. The spiritual connection to the earth and to the feminine in all her majesty is crucial for our spiritual enrichment and survival. The disconnect from the resonance of the earth has led us down a treacherous path.
So when you feel the call, answer her. Answer her for all those who can not hear, who will not hear. Answer her through peaceful times and challenging times. Offer up your own connection to her to something far greater.
This is a channeled message I wrote many years ago when I was writing the Mary Magdalene book. I just came upon it as it has been missing. There is a theme lately of discovering past messages that seem to need to be brought into the light now. It is beautiful and I felt it should be shared.
There was much time we spent alone. He would gaze off and think of what was to come and I would gently bring him back to the present and into my eyes and my arms and remind him of what he was accomplishing though he truly felt it was not enough. He felt the job was too big for one man. He felt it was too difficult to change these hearts. He was unaware really of what he was doing for I think when he spoke and did these things he was as if in another place and when all was quiet and he was feeling just as a man he would feel this loneliness and fear.
I was happy to be the one to remind him of how he was being received and all that it meant. He was in need of comfort and encouragement the same as anyone. He looked to me for solace, he looked to me for the truth and he looked to me for the reflection of love that he poured into me in every moment for I in turn filled him and sustained him for my heavenly support surrounded me and guided me.
I felt as in a dream, I felt in each and every moment that when this was taken from me I would surely die with him, for what could be left for me? But he spoke of how I would go on and he told me of how I would teach and heal and he said it was meant to be and nothing could change it. We lived in this awareness, we counted our blessings, we filled ourselves with love, as if there would be no tomorrow and we brought one and other back time and again from the fear of what was to come.
Bow your heads and let go of all thoughts of tomorrow. Know that this he continued to do in the face of what he knew was his destiny. For what then shall you fear? For all is designed for your own awakening and all is made ready for your own resurrection for what else is there if you continue to blind yourself? What else can there be if you refuse to see that every living moment is precious and divine and your heart was given to give and receive love.
Worry and fear disguised to distract you from living each day in the light of Christ. Come back with the breath, the breath of the Holy Spirit. Come back and feel the power of love, the love inside you, the love everlasting, this heavenly gift from his heart to yours.
Joan of Arc
Born: 1412, Domrémy-la-Pucelle, France
Ascended: May 30, 1431, Rouen, France
The crucible of love is carried forth in your hearts. The pain and sorrow of past injustices are being transformed through each loving word and deed. As the past merges with the present, physical and emotional bodies respond. There is so much that you carry, so much you transform.
The conscious awareness of your soul’s purpose, the knowledge that you have come again to aid in this most transforming time magnifies the outcome of each mission. As past injustices merge with present injustices you respond with an awakening, an awakening of remembrance of all that has gone before and all that feels familiar in your lives and your world of today.
And as you perceive and awaken, and as a betrayal or injustice today brings back those of times past, you feel, you weep, you cry out, and you may fall. Then the power within rises, the feminine power of love, the feminine power of strength, the alchemical magic awakens and rises with a power and strength stronger than the past, more powerful than a memory or injustice of today.
And as the power rises within, and as you feel, acknowledge and respond, you choose the path of the spiritual warrior with a feminine strength present throughout the ages. For you are bearers of truth and soldiers of freedom. And through your awareness so vigilant and so true, through each conscious kindness, each voice raised in truth, you transform one by one, a hardened heart or bitter injustice. Yes the task is mighty and the road long, and you have walked this path again and again but I ask you now to feel in your heart, the power of love and the root of forgiveness. For only these shall usher in the New World, only these shall move you into the fullness of your true spiritual nature.
Walk the path with your head held high feeling and knowing your power and strength. Know that battles once fought for truth and for freedom carry you forth in this time and this place. Feel the protection of your spiritual armor, carry the sword of truth and enlightenment. Work your alchemical magic as you transform and transcend all worldly concerns. Bring forth the balance of masculine and feminine, the strength of the armor and the beauty of love.
Know, that which you endure and overcome shall strengthen you…. and that which you forgive shall free you.
On Valentine’s Day I was honored to lead a women’s meditation group in a beautiful and powerful Crown of Power Initiation. I also decided to read something I had written that morning about certain mindsets concerning illness.
Recently a friend was going through quite an ordeal with a detached retina and someone mentioned that she thought Patricia was a visionary. I thought isn’t that interesting, a visionary going through the experience of possibly losing her vision.
The subject of illness has had me spend many hours in contemplation. It has been a close companion of mine for many years.
I thought about how many in the spiritual community would say “What is it you are not seeing?” They would assume this is something Patricia manifested and must figure out how to heal it.
But what if it is not about what she does not see but what she DOES see.
What if Patricia is passing through an initiation not just for herself but for the many who are too blind to see? Perhaps Patricia’s inner vision is now even more magnified.
Try turning your thinking around.
Expand your awareness .
See with new eyes.
The belief system around illness especially in the spiritual and new age communities does not portray the full picture by any means.
Beings that carry a great light often experience challenges that could easily weaken them. The power that arises when you must get up off your knees again and again is an alchemical power.
Some are here as spiritual warriors, alchemical masters. All is happening at the highest level and in the most divine way. A great mystic Lars Muhl said to me “Any process of suffering carries with it the opportunity for initiation of the highest order.
In spite of all circumstances that take you to the very edge of what you can bear, there is your will. And this will is your divine will for it is sacred and holy and magnificent.
Your divine will knows of the higher purpose. Divine will lifts you in your darkest hours. It matters not if you stumble and lose your way and even wish to give it all up. For the divine ones surround you and whisper your spiritual name over and over until your divine remembrance breaks through the darkness.
The light remains. And each time you rekindle your faith and each time you surrender to the ultimate divine will, which is the will of God, your own personal divine will becomes that much stronger.
Allow the physical challenges to take you on this journey. You will be taken to places you could never have dreamed.
You will see with new eyes.
Every moment will become magnified, precious. Plans fall away. All you have is the moment, the now. And it is beautiful.
Integrity and truth become paramount in those around you. There is no time for idle talk and pronouncements over why they think you are passing through this great initiation.
It is not for us to completely know.
Move through whatever you are experiencing in a bigger way.
Feel it on a cosmic level.
Throw out the old concepts and use your inner knowing.
Your inner vision.
Think about Patricia and this beautiful visionary symbology she is offering us.
Bless those who are passing through such a holy initiation and perhaps even thank them, for their suffering is not solitary. It is planetary and beyond. They are the spiritual alchemists continuously transforming the shadows of cold hard metal into miraculous gold.
The Heart of Love 