I rise
and lift the cloak of darkness
the black shroud meant to keep me
from seeing and remembering
and as I breathe my crown of remembrance
Illuminates and shines
and in my right hand
the spear of hope and strength is lifted
as my feet stand firmly planted on the moon of my intention
Divine Feminine blessings pour out of my mouth
great wisdom and long forgotten truths
stream from my fingertips
and the love that has been lost for so long
pours out of my heart
and showers upon the land and her people
This is a channeled message I wrote many years ago when I was writing the Mary Magdalene book. I just came upon it as it has been missing. There is a theme lately of discovering past messages that seem to need to be brought into the light now. It is beautiful and I felt it should be shared.
There was much time we spent alone. He would gaze off and think of what was to come and I would gently bring him back to the present and into my eyes and my arms and remind him of what he was accomplishing though he truly felt it was not enough. He felt the job was too big for one man. He felt it was too difficult to change these hearts. He was unaware really of what he was doing for I think when he spoke and did these things he was as if in another place and when all was quiet and he was feeling just as a man he would feel this loneliness and fear.
I was happy to be the one to remind him of how he was being received and all that it meant. He was in need of comfort and encouragement the same as anyone. He looked to me for solace, he looked to me for the truth and he looked to me for the reflection of love that he poured into me in every moment for I in turn filled him and sustained him for my heavenly support surrounded me and guided me.
I felt as in a dream, I felt in each and every moment that when this was taken from me I would surely die with him, for what could be left for me? But he spoke of how I would go on and he told me of how I would teach and heal and he said it was meant to be and nothing could change it. We lived in this awareness, we counted our blessings, we filled ourselves with love, as if there would be no tomorrow and we brought one and other back time and again from the fear of what was to come.
Bow your heads and let go of all thoughts of tomorrow. Know that this he continued to do in the face of what he knew was his destiny. For what then shall you fear? For all is designed for your own awakening and all is made ready for your own resurrection for what else is there if you continue to blind yourself? What else can there be if you refuse to see that every living moment is precious and divine and your heart was given to give and receive love.
Worry and fear disguised to distract you from living each day in the light of Christ. Come back with the breath, the breath of the Holy Spirit. Come back and feel the power of love, the love inside you, the love everlasting, this heavenly gift from his heart to yours.
In the forest deep love is quietly waiting
in the cool crisp night hope is sweetly breathing
among the falling stars streams of heaven greet us
paths of golden moonlight encourage us to wander
to wander and to dream beyond all expectations
to revel in the majesty of nature pure and splendid
to fill our hearts with all this world is here to offer
to breathe the stars of heaven and the sacred golden moonlight
to merge our own true nature with the trees the wind and sky
to plant our feet upon the earth with arms embracing heaven
to call upon our own true name and thankfully feel all blessings
remembering we are here to love to lift the hearts of others
to be the shining lights of love to guide our pathway home
The Heart of Love 