The Heart of Love

Prayers, Poetry, Divine Inspiration by Gail Swanson

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The Atmosphere is Filled with Angels

I took this photograph just the other day and I have spent many hours gazing at it and feeling the energies. All the images are amazingly beautiful and powerful and I believe each has one has its own vibration and message. This one feels very special to me. 

Imagine that these incredible light emanations are always surrounding us bringing us love, healing and divine sustenance. Imagine that they come in all colors and forms bringing us exactly what we need and the knowing that we are not alone. 

If you allow yourself to breathe in this beautiful gift you will feel the angels. I believe meditating upon this with a pure heart can connect you with your guardian angel. These are the little miracles we should be focusing on and communing with for these are the ways we increase our light and remember who we are and what we are capable of.

I once saw a great shower of light raining down on Jesus and Mary Magdalene. They were aware of it. They knew what was happening and what the heavenly light was providing them. It was their saving grace and it is ours.

Can you hear it?

the atmosphere is alive

with everything

with love and hate

war and peace

the past, the present, the future

the geometry of the universe

is vibrating


a universal language

we are the receivers

the tuning forks


tune in

tune up

you are breathing it in

in every moment

breathe with the awareness

that you are a cosmic transformer

of love

the atmosphere is filled

with angels

I saw one before my eyes

as we evolve

and become aware

of more

aware of the sounds of the universe

and all that lies just beyond

what we ever thought possible

to see, to hear, to know

we foster in a new way of being

a new world

it is here



the atmosphere is filled
with angels
and love is vibrating
louder and louder
can you hear it?


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The Gift

There is so much suffering. So many sacred tears being shed. We suffer for all humanity. This morning I prayed and asked our Beloved Marys for a gift to help to ease the suffering. And oh what a gift manifested! I was then drawn to this passage from my book. 

As the time approached and he knew the end was upon him, his suffering was great. The love he had for us all, for this he did not want to leave, for he knew he was breaking our hearts. In some respects he was relieved that his mission was near completion. In each moment of his suffering and abuse he felt the suffering of all humanity.

He felt this completely, in a universal way.

The angels surrounded him and comforted him and at times he transcended the pain and glimpsed heaven.

He was moving between both worlds.

As he lived and died, he wants you to understand that you too are never alone. This is the way we survive what we feel can surely kill us, all of it, no matter the circumstance.

Remember now, in these moments, that all worldly things may be transcended for he has shown the ultimate transcendence, the Resurrection, the proof of everlasting life.

Think of this now, not as a story or a myth.

Call on your soul’s remembrance.For this is surely within you to remember.

Feel the power of these words for I speak for him in telling you these things.

And firsthand and by his side I witnessed all that I say to you.

Let your hearts open to the understanding of the magnitude of his life, death and Resurrection.

For it is your life.

The Heart of Love Mary Magdalene Speaks

Gail Swanson

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That Most Sorrowful Day

The women were there every step of the way
we agonized, we cried out, we fell to our knees
the men were gone
fear had overtaken them

I can only speak for myself when I say
I had no fear
not for me
the unbearable witnessing
of such things done to him
you could only be with him
of him

each step was mine
each time he stumbled

the weight of the cross
the taunts
it was a mob scene

I saw nothing but him
I felt I would not live through it
such was the overwhelming feeling
of being one with him

and even in this
I know it was a comfort to him
for he could feel my agony
and he could feel my infinite love

so I walked this way of the cross
and I tell you in complete truth
I hung with him on that cross
and on that day I was aware
of somehow relieving him
in ever the smallest way

for I absorbed his sorrow and I felt his pain
and with all my heart and soul sent him
the radiant burning love
that was transforming within my heart

and this he felt
and this he understood

it is impossible to make known the bitter gall
of that most sorrowful day

for there are no words to describe
the depth of his physical suffering

and the agony and beauty of being witness
to his magnificent forgiving heart

only the glory of his Resurrection
could ever ease the pain
for it would take something so miraculous and divine
to fill your heart with light and love once again

it was an honor and a blessing
to stand with the women
the ones who saw nothing
but the truth of heaven before their eyes

and we lifted him with our prayers
and we sustained him with our love
and it was our faces he did see
in these most brutal and terrible moments

and the power of unspeakable acts
and the glorious message of forgiveness
burned in our hearts all the days of our lives

may this message come alive in your hearts
and may his life be testimony
of heaven and of earth

from The Heart of Love: Mary Magdalene Speaks
Gail Swanson


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The Prophecy of Love


Message on Archangel Michael’s Feast Day

I am posting this once again as it is as relevant today as it was when I first received it. At that time I had planned to write about my experience in Abadiania Brazil at the Casa of John of God however it seemed impossible to try to put into words what transpired there. This is all connected to Archangel Michael so in honor of his Feast Day I am sharing this once again.

I found that I was experiencing many parallels during my time at The Casa Don Inacio. The first one was upon my arrival and entry into The Great Hall also called The Casa. The Casa is blue and white and filled with pictures and paintings of Saints and Entities that incorporate into John of God’s body in order to do the healing work on the thousands upon thousands of people who come there. As soon as I walked into the Casa I became completely overwhelmed with emotion. There was a familiar feeling that can not be explained. I cried and cried.

When I stepped outside I immediately recognized this feeling. It was the same reaction I had when entering The Shrine of Saint Michael the Archangel many years ago. The shrine is also a place where healing miracles occur. It is also the place where I first heard a voice that was not my own. As I sat outside the Casa in the meditation garden I knew that these two places were connected and from that moment on I felt the presence of Archangel Michael.

This is a message from Archangel Michael I received on May 2, 2008. May it be of comfort and encouragement to all who receive it at this time.

The crucible has been carried by this family of light. It has been and continues to be carried for humanity. The time at hand is crucial to the spiritual evolution of not only your planet but of all time and space. For what shall now occur is the healing of the very wounds you carry. These memories, these programmings, that which is in the DNA, is being transmuted. This is creating havoc for the lower vibrating energies that are striving to hold on to what once was.

You are strengthening in spiritual character. You are growing in your own particular lives. For through the trials and tribulations, each time you stumble and rise yet again, you are enlivening and connecting to the energy of the Resurrection. This Resurrection energy is that which is transforming the all.

Understand the power of His story. Understand the meaning in your lives of His life, death and Resurrection…for it is your life. This is not meant to be a story of sadness and woe but a model of all that truly is, for within His life upon earth and His magnificent heavenly emanation, all that is, is represented. I speak of the tangible and real manifestation of the darkness that exists. It was shown and is still remembered for this story contains the meaning of all that truly is, heaven and earth made manifest in one being, born to live, born to teach and born to fulfill the prophecy that must be fulfilled. And born to die, as you would perceive it in your world, only to show that there is no death, only the brilliant light of Resurrection that transcends all worlds.

When you ask yourself why your life is such, understand that you have been shown your divine connection to the same story. The wounds are deep, yes, for as He suffered the wounds of and for mankind, so do you. But remember this, the wounds do not outweigh the LOVE. For although you carry the wounds, you above all, carry this LOVE. This infinite, Heavenly love, that which you shared with Him on earth and continue to share with Him in the realms of Heaven, is seen now through your earthly eyes as a disappointment in the actions of humanity. You wish to isolate yourselves from the hurts and the disconnect of those souls who have also come to play their part. This isolation shall come to an end for as he walked among them, touched them and healed them, so shall you.

You must now embrace the story. You must now embrace your role. Do not run from all you have been shown for there is a most Heavenly reason for all that has transpired. For there is no time and as all is repeating or paralleling, you make your own way to not only your own ascension, but the ascension of your world and beyond.

Is this of comfort to you? I think not, for these are just words and you have become accustomed to hearing these scenarios. The truth shall not remain hidden. The time is at hand. Begin to live the prophecy of love. Come out from behind your worldly eyes. Look up! Breathe in the sanctity of your Heavenly mission and see with the eyes of your soul. All this takes is the body and soul willingness to integrate and resonate the completeness of who you are.

Breathe in the spiritual encouragement I am offering. Bask in the light of the Resurrection for it is this light that shines upon your path and it is this light that lights your soul’s remembrance. Walk with assurance. Know you are blessed. Hide no more from all you have been blessed to remember. Remove all self doubt for it is only this that prevents you from the completion of your soul’s journey. The lower energies that conspire to lead you to think negative and powerless thoughts have no power over you, unless you weaken and pay heed to them. Concentrate on your heart light, your love light and the light of the Resurrection of all. For you are this light.


The Tree of Life

When I am beginning to wake in the morning, eyes still closed, I always see these small oblong shaped white lights. My vision is filled with them and they move. There have been a few times where I have had visions during this, today was one of those days. These images are the closest I could find to what I saw.

The first vision was a tree with the bright lights now on the outer part of the tree. It looked very much like this. The tree was rather spindly.


As soon as it appeared I heard “The Tree of Life. The Sephirot.’’

As soon as I heard that the image changed and now Jesus was on the tree and he was brilliantly shining and the orbs of light were now surrounding him and the tree.   It looked like this image however his entire body was shining so bright I could not see his face but knew instantly that it was Jesus.


It was absolutely amazing. The first thing that came to my mind was a message I received from Jesus years ago which I have not shared. I could hear it in my head and I felt that now is the time.  I try always to follow the guidance no matter what my mind tries to tell me.  It is not for me to know the importance of an experience like this and why it should be shared.

It was an amazing, profound and beautiful experience.  The energy has been resonating all day and I have had many synchronicites throughout this entire day.

His Message

Turn your worry and anger into fruitfulness

for the tree of anger and hurt is dry and brittle and lifeless

and the tree of love and forgiveness is the tree of life

blossoming with all that is good and sweet

and bears the most magnificent fruit

eat of this fruit and be glad


As I was pondering what took place this morning I felt drawn to see what day might be in connection with all this. February 2nd is The Presentation of Jesus in the Temple.


This event should take place forty days after birth for a male child, hence the Presentation is celebrated forty days after Christmas.

Upon bringing Jesus into the temple, they encountered Simeon. The Gospel records that Simeon had been promised that “he should not see death before he had seen the Lord’s Christ” (Luke 2:26). Simeon then uttered the prayer that would become known as the Nunc Dimittis, or Canticle of Simeon, which prophesied the redemption of the world by Jesus:

LORD, now lettest Thou Thy servant depart in peace; according to Thy word: for mine eyes have seen Thy salvation, which Thou hast prepared before the face of all people: to be a light to lighten the gentiles and to be the glory of Thy people Israel (Luke 2:29–32).

Simeon then prophesied to Mary: “Behold, this child is set for the falling and the rising of many in Israel, and for a sign which is spoken against. Yes, a sword will pierce through your own soul, that the thoughts of many hearts may be revealed” (Luke 2:34–35).

The elderly prophetess Anna was also in the Temple, and offered prayers and praise to God for Jesus, and spoke to everyone there of His importance to redemption in Jerusalem (Luke 2:36–38).

Later in the day I was drawn outside to take some photos.


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I share this with love and reverence for all we are and all we have come to help one another remember.



And Still I Weep


And still I weep

when I look upon his face

for I carry the memory still

the memory of love

the memory of light

the memory of how it should be

the beauty the sorrow

the joy and the pain

the heaven the earth and the hell

it all remains a part of me

a living consecration

baptized by fire

soothed by the spirit

most holy and sanctified

revelation of love

crown of thorns

whispering through the ages

the bitter the sweet

the love and the hate

the forgiveness beyond comprehension

all of this is part of me

as I am part of him

and so I look upon his face

and still I weep and weep



This is The Root of Who You Are

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This is the root of who you are. That is what I heard on the morning of the Blood Moon Eclipse, Holy Saturday, the morning before Easter Sunday. As I heard this many things began to come forward. As if in an instant I became rooted in the knowing that what I was being shown was this simple, undeniable truth.

These words were like the conductor of a huge symphony as all came together to play my own individual and unique arrangement. All in an instant! It is difficult to put this experience into words but this is the closest to trying to explain it.

There has been a theme running through my life from the time I received the vision of Jerusalem and was told of my connection to Mary Magdalene so many years ago. There were so many stages of joy, sorrow, paralyzing fear and anxiety, illness and ultimately gathering the courage to do what I came here to do. The grief of going through memories of the time of Jesus and Magdalene were overwhelming. I was determined to get through it, overcome it, move on.

I thought I did until I went to Brazil to see John of God last August. I spent the entire two weeks crying from the depths of my soul. I had no idea why I was crying. But on the second day there as I walked with my group to the Casa I took quite a fall and my legs were bleeding. It was not until I had spiritual surgery and spent an entire day having visions that I saw and heard the meaning and parallel of that fall. I saw myself fall and I heard “Jesus falls for the third time.” I realized I had fallen twice at home before I got to Brazil and saw that the walk to the Casa was a parallel of the walk to the cross.

In one of the visions after my spiritual surgery I saw a room and as soon as I saw it I knew it had to do with Jesus. I heard myself call out his name in real time. I said “I am looking for Jesus.” After I said this I began to see him through the front of an open grid work with a star on top. I could just make out his staff and a bit of him. I could not bear to see him and that was the end of the vision.

All of these things and so much more came together on the Eclipse Morning and I was shown that I have been trying to overcome this, feeling it is my job on earth at this time to release myself from the grief of that excruciating event, always telling myself that it is about the Resurrection not the death. I want to move into the Resurrection but I was shown too that not only has the death seemed unbearable still in this lifetime but so has the love. The memory of that kind of love is almost too much to bear, to remember, to get too close to. I have kept him at a distance and as in the vision I could not bear to look upon him, still.

I am not at all sure what any of this means. I only know when I am shown something in a way that defies all time and space and you feel in your heart is truth I must pay attention. Perhaps I have been running from it rather than overcoming it. Perhaps I have been listening to my mind rather than my heart and perhaps the truth is there is no overcoming it because This is the root of who I am. After I heard those words this came pouring out of me.

I know there are many of my sisters who understand and are experiencing this too. This is for you. May we accept and honor the root of who we are.


Today I accept the root of who I am

Today I no longer think I can move on

Recover from or process

What I carry in my heart

In my soul

In my body

I am She

Who sees

I am She

Who feels

I am She

Who carries the memories

The Love

And heartbreak

Of the Beloved

I am She

Who has witnessed

The majesty

And the brutality

I am She

Who has Returned

And no matter where I go

Or what I do

This is the root of who I am

I am She who remembers Love

I am She who carries the Flame

The truth bearer

The cosmic messenger

The flowering seed

Of the feminine divine

Rising like a phoenix



The Truth

And from this day forward

I shall run no more


The Higher View of Illness

Paul Bond

artist Paul Bond


Happy New Year!

I wish you all a year filled with love, joy, wonderful health, and infinite blessings. As this new year begins I have so much to look back on and so much to be grateful for. I am sharing some of my challenges and amazing experiences here with you. I believe in sharing our stories. I believe that in sharing our stories we connect with one another on deeper levels and we help one another in ways we may never even know. In telling our stories we give them honor and meaning. Whether you write your story or speak your story to even one person it has an effect on you and whoever receives it and I believe even on those that may be across the planet. It has taken me a long time to get this big story out. I hope you find resonance and meaning here.

I have been writing this over the course of several months. I titled it “The Higher View”. One morning before waking as I was turning over, eyes closed still sleeping, I saw a hawk flying over me from right to left, the same direction I was turning. The hawk was so close it was literally only about a foot above me. It seemed to wake me so that I could consciously watch and look closely at him. I had the impression that this was a male. I could see every aspect of him. I could even see his wings vibrating softly as he flew. It was so amazing because he was flying over me in resonance and time with my turning over.

As he flew over me slowly as I turned and he was just about to fly out of my vision I could see he was holding some prey in his mouth. The amazing thing about this is that I woke in the middle and consciously knew this was something extraordinary and important and focused as hard as I could on watching him. If this were a dream he would have disappeared as soon as I woke up. He did not. I saw every minute detail of him, he was that close.

Then I began to see what I have seen many times in the morning as I am waking with my eyes still closed. I see rows and rows across my entire field of vision of small circles of light. The rows are sometimes on the diagonal and sometimes straight up and down. I always thought that perhaps this was a dimension I was just coming out of and would see it upon beginning to wake but this morning after seeing the hawk I felt sure that this is a code. Since seeing the hawk the patterns have changed and become more intricate.

I find this up close visit amazing as the hawk is all about seeing the higher view and that is what I was writing about. On top of that a woman in France had just begun posting pictures of St Therese of Lisieux wearing her Joan of Arc costume. St Therese was devoted to Joan of Arc and would write and perform in plays dressed as her. She also posted a quote of Therese saying “Most of all I imitate the behavior of Mary Magdalene, for her amazing – or, rather, loving – audacity which delighted the heart of Jesus, has cast it’s spell upon mine.”


St Therese of Lisieux

I mention this because of the synchronicity of all this for me. During the time when I was receiving communication from Mary Magdalene I began communicating with St. Therese. She is the one who encouraged me to always look at the higher view.

For me, it has always been Magdalene, St Therese and Joan of Arc. Joan of Arc came in around that time too in many ways but did not communicate in words until years later. These three incredible women are intimately connected with each other and with us. In these times of great chaos and transformation it is essential to have a connection with the beloveds who are in constant communication with us if only we will see.

Joan of Arc

Joan of Arc

What does this all mean? I continue to follow the breadcrumbs and now after many encounters with the hawk, this one being the most incredible of all, I know I am being asked to consider an even higher view than ever before. What follows are my thoughts and inspirations on the higher view of illness and particularly those experiencing illness and spiritual revelation side by side. This is what I was writing about when the hawk appeared and St.Therese, Magdalene and Joan of Arc kept appearing in my newsfeed on Facebook.

Mary Magdalene


In these days of great evolution and revolution I find myself in two worlds and perhaps that is just the way it is meant to be. My soul, the spirit I have been since the beginning calls to me day and night, sometimes in a gentle whisper and sometimes with a strength so powerful it almost knocks me down.

In the midst of this spiritual calling I live in this body in this world. As the physical body also calls out day and night clamoring for my attention I am constantly living in an exaggerated dual existence, or so it seems.

The more I travel my path upon this earthly plane the less I seem to truly know, for what do we really know for sure, for nothing is what it seems. For sure most these days find this dense physical existence a challenge as our spirits continue to call us higher and higher. It is a calling that cannot be denied. It is our soul truth, our divine birthright, our one true knowing. It is the antidote to all untruths; this I do know for sure.

There is a particular challenge when the body is not in resonance with this earth plane. Perhaps the remembrance and yearning for that original higher state of being is the cause of such imbalance. Perhaps the soul has taken this journey in this life upon itself as a soul contract.

What does it mean when an illness goes hand in hand with a spiritual awakening ? What does it mean when so many lightworkers suffer from long term physical illness? It is a multidimensional question with a multidimensional answer.

During our stay on this planet and through our experience with the body and the soul we do receive moments of insight and glimpses of what lies beyond the veil. I have seen many of these but they are only a tiny bit of the layers upon layers of what makes up the circumstances of our lives.

Illness and the ascension of the soul happening simultaneously is a very particular state of being. I believe there are elements that exist within the limits and confines of the illness that are grounding forces. By that I mean that many of us have the tendency to exist in the higher realms and the illness itself keeps us grounded to the earth. In the enormous spectrum of what makes up each individuals situation, in my own experience I feel this is part of why the illness may be present.

There is also the aspect of being forced to live a more quiet secluded life. There can be times of great silence where all you can hear and feel are the pains and frustrations of your physical condition. It seems you feel and hear nothing from spirit and that is when you may slip into the underworld. This can feel like an eternity. You call out and pray and are taken to what feels like the most desolate and desperate place.

When you wake each day perhaps after years of coping with such a challenge and you rise yet again to a new day the vibration of strength and fortitude and overcoming radiates out across the planet and this I do know for sure.

Within the day in day out moment to moment reality of living with this heaviness upon the body and the soul ascending there is a constant balancing act, when done with love, gratitude and grace this sends out a vibration of balance.

When you are thankful for every small thing you do have, when nothing has gone the way you thought it should this sends out the vibration of gratitude. When you overcome time and again fear, loneliness and desperation that this challenge brings, you send out a vibration of courage and strength and somewhere this radiates out to someone in need of just that at that particular moment.

I do know these things for sure for once I was blessed to see the higher view during the final stages of my dear friend’s illness. As she lay in her hospital bed unable to walk she was filled with grace and gratitude. She traversed her entire long and painful journey with cancer in this way.

I called her as I did each day and on this particular day she said “Oh Gail it is so terrible I am watching what is happening to the people in Hurricane Katrina on T.V”. I said “Oh no turn it off, don’t watch that.” I thought my God with all she is going through she should not put herself through watching something so terribly upsetting. Suddenly I see a vision before my eyes. I see an entire family stranded on the roof of a house as the waters rise and then I see something like an energetic thread going from my friend Sally to them and I am shown something I will never forget as long as I live.

I saw that the grace and gratitude and hope that Sally was emanating even though she was unable to get up out of that bed and walk was sustaining those people on that roof. Sally could have been filled with fear and hopelessness as they must have been, feeling trapped on the roof with the waters rising and no help in sight. Through her faith and her grace she sent out a loving vibration and filled that family with the strength and courage they needed to survive. I saw it with my eyes. I felt it in my heart. It was one of the greatest blessings of my entire life and I was able to share it with her at that very moment. I remember how when I told her she was covered in chills and I was too. I was able to tell her the higher view of what she was doing. We could feel as the energy moved through us both that this was true. Can you imagine if we could always see the effects we are having at a higher level?

At a deeper level and considering the state of affairs around the world perhaps those of us suffering effects on our physical bodies are in some way mitigating and transforming the kinds of bacteria and viruses that are now becoming life threatening on the planet.

Think of how challenging it is at this time for even healthy people to keep a positive attitude and stay focused on the higher view. For those of us who wake each day coping with great physical challenges the task is much more difficult. It feels as if each moment of every day we must practice the art of ascension.

I have written before about the attitudes in the spiritual community concerning illness. I have experienced them first hand as many have. I believe those attitudes are a part of the old paradigm. There are of course magnificent healers who have the ability to see in a higher multidimensional way with open minds and hearts. They are constantly evolving out of the old paradigms because they themselves are ascending into higher places of understanding. I am ever thankful to have such an evolved healing soul in my life.

This is a multilayered, multidimensional complicated issue. There are also outer forces that can and do play a part in hoping to derail and confuse people who do have their hearts and souls on the higher view. I have been shown some of this pertaining to my own situation.

Of course there are traumas from this life and lives past that cause physical illness. I sometimes wonder too if perhaps much more is expected of those of us awake and aware and any anger, bitterness or inability to forgive disturbs that delicate balance of health and well being.

What does it all mean? Perhaps when our time here has ended and we pass over we will know the answers. For now we have only questions and the job of forging ahead as we continue to participate in our healing, keeping our hearts and souls on the higher view.

The hawk came with a message. Look up. Wake up. All is not what it seems. I have continued to see the patterns of light upon waking. Now that I have been given the understanding that this is a code perhaps I will begin to understand more.

I am continuing to process my trip to see John of God. It was such an intimate experience I was not able to write about it. My challenge with my physical health continues, however after being home for a while some amazing things began to happen. I have a story to tell. I am in the process of still receiving information and writing about it.

I do know that it is important that I write and speak about this subject of illness and transformation and that is one of the many, many reasons I continue on this journey. I know there are so many of you traveling this path. Know that you are not alone even though this is such a lonely journey. We are being aided and guided. There is a purpose for every single thing we experience. We are warriors. We are transmuting huge energies. Our lives have great meaning here and in the higher realms. You are loved and appreciated by magnificent beings of light. There are reasons we are in the quiet, in seclusion. Listen carefully, there are divine messages meant for you everywhere.

I bow to you. I send you my love and appreciation. Thank you for all you do. I know the struggle and heartache and I know the joy and rapture of the divine. It is a metaphor for this earth existence and our connection with heaven.

This particular situation is my particular journey however every one of us is coping with something in our lives that we must rise above. This is our spiritual journey here on earth. It is not easy but we are here living these lives in these bodies. At the same time we are being guided and adored and are constantly being showered with everything we need.

I once saw a great shower of light raining down on Jesus and Mary Magdalene. They were aware of it. They knew what was happening and what the heavenly light was providing them. It was their saving grace and it is ours.

Know that what you do is seen and noted. It is recorded in The Book of Love. We must remember that we are not alone. Faith through the most difficult circumstances creates a power that can change the world. Love for yourself and for all brings peace and harmony to a world that has forgotten that love is all there is. Laughter is the greatest healer of all. It is the language of the angels. We know all these things. We just have to keep remembering. As we continue to make raising our consciousness the top priority though all these trials and challenges we help to raise the consciousness of all.

I have been guided to speak of these things and so I follow the guidance. We may not know the reason we are guided to do or say something but there are always reasons beyond our knowing. There is always the higher view.

May we all continue on this incredible journey with love and faith and accept the help and guidance that comes our way in whatever form. May we continue to express our true selves so that we may help the earth and one another as we continue to move through our fascinating, challenging and complicated lives on earth.

As I was trying to finish writing this I did begin to write my story that began with my trip to John of God in Brazil. It is a long story but I feel it is an important one. It is personal and global. A link to my blog follows below.

911 and the Crystal Stars of Love and Hope

This is a story of how the divine feminine is awakening and emerging as never before. This is the story of how the divine feminine works. This is the beauty of three sisters divine finding each other and finding truth. A trinity flowing like water, weaving a story meant to be told, loving and supporting each other through the unveiling of our own hearts and souls. We are the living waters bringing love and truth back to a land parched and dry with untruths. The divine feminine is rising and there is no stopping her.


Much Love,



911 and the Crystal Stars of Love and Hope

This is a story of how the divine feminine is awakening and emerging as never before. This is the story of how the divine feminine works. This is the beauty of three sisters divine finding each other and finding truth. A trinity flowing like water, weaving a story meant to be told, loving and supporting each other through the unveiling of our own hearts and souls. We are the living waters bringing love and truth back to a land parched and dry with untruths. The divine feminine is rising and there is no stopping her.

The Beginning

I wake again at 5 am slightly anxious with the pieces of this story swirling in my head. It matters not that this is the day before Thanksgiving and I have much to do to prepare for dinner tomorrow or that a migraine came to call right before bed last night. I have to get up. The story won’t wait. Perhaps it is fitting that it beckons to be told the morning before Thanksgiving.

The story seems so long and complicated now that I have not been able to settle it in my mind. Beyond that it has been a process just trying to absorb all that has happened. This story that has woven it’s way into my heart and my life began one day when I was meditating in bed. Suddenly a powerful wind was blown into my mouth, so powerful that I was gasping and my arms were flying up off the bed over and over with each gasp. As this was happening I began to see before my eyes a vision of Jerusalem back at the time of Christ. I was told of a connection between Mary Magdalene and me. When it was over I sat up and said out loud “They gave me the breath of The Holy Spirit.” This event completely changed my life.

I went on to receive messages from Magdalene, St. Therese of Lisieux, Joan of Arc, Archangel Michael and others. The Magdalene messages were put into book form The Heart of Love : Mary Magdalene Speaks. Powerful healing meditations and activations began to emerge that have been helpful to others who find themselves remembering a connection to Magdalene and Jesus.

During all of the otherworldly experiences I continued to have I was living with a very debilitating illness. At some point it became much more manageable and I was able to present workshops and share the beauty and power of it all with others. It has been an amazing experience.

It became commonplace for people to come to the workshops or to read the book and to tell me of their feelings that they themselves had visions or memories of having been at the crucifixion. My own family had begun having these experiences soon after I had the Magdalene vision. There was something huge going on and it was growing. My family and I went through a long and confusing process of trying to understand the magnitude of what this all meant and how deeply it was affecting us. We went through what I would describe as a traumatic grieving process.

Over the years I felt I had dealt with the grief, and the huge experiences that I was having for so long seemed to calm down. Then several years ago I began to feel the old physical symptoms returning. Slowly I found myself once again forced into seclusion. I tried to push through it and continue to make appearances because I felt it was so important to get this beautiful divine healing out there. It became impossible. I had to surrender once again and release back into the underworld. I was not happy about it. I knew the territory. I had been here before. It is dark and lonely and frightening. I also thankfully knew that I was not alone and that everything has a divine purpose.

I seemed to be in a dry period with not much going on in the esoteric department. I thought perhaps my spiritual job was done. I became a grandmother and this filled me with such joy. I was so grateful to have these amazing beings in my life, delivered to my door when I was not well enough to even leave the house. This was more than enough. I felt my spiritual purpose now was family life and showering my time and my love on my beautiful grandchildren. However in the back of my mind there was a whisper. “I wonder if this is part two?” I could not help to be reminded that all the magic appeared in my life out of the blue when I had been taken out of my busy life by the illness before. I pushed the whispers aside and I went tumbling down into a dark, dark place. I was coping with months on end of severe illness, day after day with no relief. I felt completely desperate.


I am holding on


I am praying for a miracle


I am falling

into the well of despair

this is a terrible and lonely battle

only the strongest survive

I am weak in body

weakened by life after life

of brutality

meant to crush my spirit

and steal my power

I carry the wounds of the feminine

deep within my physical body

I have returned

to transcend the physical

I am a warrior of the light

my spirit is rising

out of the well of despair

I remember

the divine feminine alchemy

that shall turn the shadows

of this dark cold hard metal

into the light

of miraculous gold


I am falling



show me a way

out of this dark hell

and into the light of a miracle

I know too much

and not enough

the truth of my lives

line up before me

swirling in visions, dreams

and synchronicities

an esoteric mystery

unsolvable by earthly means

I am weary

and so I pray

for some kind of miracle

for the answer lies beyond all this

this I know for sure

and in the dark of night

between despair and hope

my cries and prayers are heard

and the miracle appears


I cried myself to sleep every night and prayed for an answer. This felt too much to cope with. And then the answer came. I must travel to Brazil to see the trans medium healer John of God. This seemed impossible both physically and financially but it was meant to be. I had to overcome many fears and obstacles to get myself there but I kept following the knowing that this was exactly what I must do.

John of God

We arrive, my son-in-law Garrett and me. We have been through much together over the years. He too has been through the visions, the memories, the grief. He has seen much and he too is dealing with a long and difficult illness. We have come to heal our bodies and our spirit. We are ready, or so we think. Nothing could have prepared us for our experience in Brazil. We stepped into a personal inner journey of enormous magnitude.

The first day we walked the few blocks from our hotel to the Casa. This is the building where thousands of people come from all over the world carrying within their hearts the hope and prayer for healing.


As we entered the Casa I was overcome with emotion. I kept hearing over and over within “This is a holy place.” As soon as I walked outside I realized that this feeling was the same feeling and reaction that I had when I entered the Shrine of Archangel Michael in Florida not far from where I live. The shrine was a beautiful and meaningful find during the whole Magdalene experience. I sat there feeling that these two holy places were somehow connected. After visiting the Casa and the beautiful meditation grounds we sat down to a delicious meal. I could not believe what it all felt like. I turned to Garrett and I said “Doesn’t it feel like we are in heaven?” and he said “Yes”.

The next day was orientation and once again we made our way down the street to the Casa with our group and our guide. As we were walking I tripped and fell. Everyone was rather alarmed. Garrett helped me up and I seemed to be okay except for the cuts that were bleeding on both of my legs.  I tried to stop the bleeding with some tissues and on we went to the orientation. As soon as we got back to the hotel I cleaned the cuts and applied an antibiotic ointment.

The next morning we were off to the Casa again to meet John of God for the first time. There was hours of sitting with hundreds and hundreds of people standing and sitting everywhere. The energy was incredible in this holy place. Tears streamed down my face. When our turn came to get in line we made our way through what is called the current room. This is where people are sitting meditating holding the energy. There are pictures all over the walls of saints and entities as they are called who help and incorporate into John of God’s body to facilitate healing. The pictures alone made me weep. We are told to hold the intention of what it is we came here for. I am asking to heal the root of this illness and help in fulfilling my spiritual mission.

As we slowly made our way nearer to John of God the energy kept building and so did the emotion. By the time I was only about five people from him I was trying hard not to sob uncontrollably. My heart felt as if it is was expanding and expanding. Diego is John of God’s right hand man and was the one who gave the orientation. He was standing beside John of God as I approached. Our eyes met and he gave me the most beautiful knowing smile as he could see and feel what I was experiencing. Meeting John of God was quick and powerful. He said in Portuguese “operation tomorrow”. I would be having a spiritual etheric surgery that has the same effect as a physical surgery.

I am led into a room for a healing prayer. This whole event is so extremely emotional. The prayer feels like the most beautiful prayer you have ever heard. Then you go outside where there are rows of tables and you sit to eat the blessed soup that is prepared with love each day. People are talking to me and I am having the most difficult time not becoming hysterical. I can not stop crying as I sit eating my soup. When I finish my soup I get up and walk over to the meditation deck. I feel like I am in a dream. I look out over the beautiful view and a hawk flies above me.


In the afternoon we return to the Casa to sit in the current room. This is where much healing takes place. Extraordinary things happen in the current room. You may see and feel the beings that are helping you. You may see scenes form your life, events from the past or visions of the future. It has been so intense from the moment we arrived here.

The next day is my surgery. As I make way through the Casa and into the current room I see Garrett sitting among all the people holding the energy. Once again I am completely overwhelmed with emotion. The love I have for him expands and expands as I realize he is helping to hold the energy for my spiritual surgery. There is something happening here that has happened before. My connection to him throughout time and space is magnified. My heart is just bursting with love for him and I see our connection in Jerusalem at the time of Christ and Magdalene and I know for sure this is why we are here.

The people who are here for this surgery are now all seated in the last room. I notice the pictures of King Solomon and Jesus as I sit there. A woman said “Close your eyes.” She begins speaking with a beautiful accent. Her words sound like the most beautiful words I have ever heard. Then a man speaks in another language. It feels as if I can understand every word. We are all holding our hands over our heart. After a while a booming voice comes into the room. It is John of God saying the healing is done. His voice went through me like a bolt of electricity and I shuddered and shook.

The protocol is that you must go back to your room after surgery for 24 hours and keep your eyes closed. Back in my room I climbed into bed and put my eye mask on. Immediately the visions began. I saw so much but afterwards I could only remember a few of the visions. I heard and saw the doctors that were working on me. I felt them touching me. I saw showers of healing light reigning down upon me but the main thing that I saw and remembered was a room that I saw vividly. It was from a long time ago. When I saw it I felt this room had to do with Jesus and I heard myself say out loud. “I am looking for Jesus.” As I said that another room appeared. This room had an outer wall that was made of a type of see through grid work with a star on it. I could see through it to the outside. I see someone slowly walking by. I see his staff. I know it is Jesus but as I realize it is him it all disappears.

Garrett had surgery soon after I did. The next day after our 24 hours in our rooms Garrett knocked on my door. As soon as I see him I say “Garrett did you see Jesus?” He said yes and begins to tell me what he saw. As he starts to tell me I gasp as I see myself falling on the sidewalk as I did on the way to the Casa and I hear “Jesus falls for the third time.” I remember that twice before I came to Brazil I fell. We have both had incredible experiences after our surgeries. Garrett and I had not talked about it before but now we say to each other that we had both asked to be healed from witnessing the crucifixion.

From the time I set foot in the Casa and for the entire two weeks that I was there I cried and cried and cried. I cried from the depths of my soul. I cried as if I was grieving the most terrible loss but I had no idea what I was crying about. As I was engulfed in this grief I also felt the most excruciating loneliness. I had asked to heal the root of my illness and all I was shown the whole time I was there was that I was carrying this terrible grief. I was shown that as I fell I was in some way reliving and reenacting Jesus falling on the way to the cross. More was revealed in the following days.

This too was significant. Soon after I wrote The Heart of Love, Lars Muhl sent me a copy of The O Manuscript. He had read my book and said “We must be talking to the same angels.” When I opened the wrapping and saw the cover of the book with this picture on it I felt like I was going to collapse.


I had never seen this picture in my life but I had such a reaction to seeing it. As I went on to read the book it was an incredible experience for me. When I knew I must come to Brazil I looked up information about the Casa and John of God and I saw that this picture was on the wall inside the Casa.


Even to this point I had never seen this picture anywhere except on Lars’ book. It is said to be a channeled portrait of Mary Magdalene that was painted by monks long ago. This was the sign that yes, definitely I must go to Brazil. I sat in front of that picture in the Casa for hours and hours. There was an energy emanating from it that was so powerful.



Part Two

Following is the link to a blog I wrote as this was all developing. In order to follow the story please read my blog before continuing here.

I must add an interesting note. In Lars Muhl’s book The O manuscript he says that the Queen of Sheba was one of Mary Magdalene’s incarnations. This would explain why I was so drawn to the King Solomon image at the Casa and I believe how he has been sending these clues and inspirations since I came home. This is the key to the connection of Solomon’s Temple and 911.

10484048_328859810615331_3468124939741887045_nImage by Mark Gray

10703544_10204746188606771_4413992348309528531_n“Ethiopian Christians tell this story about Solomon and the Queen of Sheba. Their version holds that the Queen of Sheba was an Ethiopian sovereign named Makeda (Magda)

Sheba_deminSolomon and Sheba

Part Three

10354223_10204810742100568_2178730532365942281_nPouring the John of God Blessed Water into the Gulf of Mexico

Hillary Raimo sends me a message. The Dr. Emoto water crystal photo has arrived. One of the amazing things that occurred during all of this was that Hillary felt the water should be photographed by Dr. Emoto’s lab and that this was the last water sample photographed before he passed. Hillary sent me the photo in an instant message. I gasped when I saw it.


Please read Hillary’s blog here about how Love Breathe for Earth came to be and her amazing story leading up to the water crystal photograph.

My deepest and heartfelt thanks to Hillary for always following her heart and the divine breadcrumbs. She is a warrior Goddess speaking her truth. I am thankful for our connection and our ongoing divine sister synchs. Hillary is the founder of Love Breathe for Earth and has a fabulous radio show. She offers her unique gifts in many ways.

When I saw the water crystal photograph I said out loud “This is the Star of Hope rising out of the smoke and devastation of 911.” And as I continued to look at this image I started burning up. I felt like I was on fire. I said “This photograph of this 911 water crystal has healing properties.” As soon as I spoke those words I saw this beautiful fuchsia pink before my eyes. I said “Thank you” to whoever was showing me this beautiful confirmation and when I said thank you the fuchsia pink grew larger.

Hillary and I both noticed that there was a Five pointed star right next to the Six pointed star. I was unsure at that moment what it all meant. This seemed to be enough for one day.

The next morning as soon as I woke up I went to my computer to look at the crystal again. This time as soon as I looked at it something hit me hard and I said out loud “911 has to do with the crucifixion.” I have no idea what made me say it but I knew it was true. I messaged Hillary and asked her if Mark Gray ever connected the crucifixion to 911. Mark Gray has a website and has a page on Facebook. He uses numerical codes and Gematria to decode world events and has done a tremendous amount of investigation into the 911 event and the 911 Memorial site.

(as I am writing this about 911 Prince William and Kate are visiting the 911 Memorial)

Hillary said she did not know but I should ask Mark. I messaged Mark right then and asked “Do you feel there is a connection between 911 and the crucifixion”? Mark immediately answered “Definitely.” I felt like I might faint. There it is. What are the chances? How did I feel this so strongly when looking at the image of the water crystal? What can this all mean? I knew deep down that the same energies that carried out the crucifixion carried out the 911 event and I knew that my connection to both these horrific events had great significance.

Once I had seen the water crystal I began to receive a healing meditation/activation to help to clear trauma through the power of the 911 water crystal but the Five pointed star kept showing itself to me and I did not know what the meaning was. As the divine always works in such synchronistic ways someone added my name to a private Facebook page Magdalene/Isis Mystery School. I looked at the page and there was the Five pointed star!

Tara Faulkner is an astrologer who began to see this Five pointed star in the astrological charts of people who have a connection to Magdalene. Now it started coming together as Tara and I talked for hours and merged our stories. I want to also thank Tara for following her soul’s guidance and creating the Magdalen/Isis Mystery School which has brought together a family of souls from across the globe. Tara sent me this image of Southern France where all the Magdalene sacred sites are – and there is the six pointed star and the five pointed star.

temple-of-the-stars-lg Temple of the Stars, Rennes Le Chateau, France

 My Five Pointed Star Chart

Gail Swanson

To me the Six pointed star is the star of Christ and the Five pointed star is the star of Magdalene and they rise together, they resurrect together out of the chaos, devastation and hopelessness. She is the Star of Love. He is the Star of Hope. Together they are divine union. They come to us now through the image of water.

William Henry said in his book Mary Magdalene : The Illuminator

In Grail vernacular Mary Magdalene is the ultimate ‘fisher person’ she is 153 ‘the Tower’. Magdala means ‘Fish Tower’ meaning the priestess who presided over the well or fountain of life.


This unusual image from c. 1250 is displayed in a regional history museum in Metz, a town  in Alsace-Lorraine, France, which was once the seat of power for Merovingian kings.  Ancient legends come together in this painting from the seat of the Merovingian power in Alsace-Lorraine. It appears to be an ancestral portrait of the Lord and Lady of  Pisces (the Age of the “Fishes”).

This is a drawing taken from a photo of the wall painting. The circle and the square represent the “union of irreconcilable opposities”–an ancient symbol for the “sacred marriage.”

A recent discovery of a mosaic depicting two fish at a 3-4th century church in Megiddo confirms that the “partnership” of the Fishes was an early emblem of Christianity. The mandala is reminiscent of the Zodiac symbol of Pisces, the “Fishes”–the New Age dawning at the time of Jesus. The linking of the geometric square and circle depicts the “marriage of irreconcilable opposites” in geometry, the square represents Earth/matter and the circle, Heaven/spirit. ~

Together, Jesus and Mary were perceived by the earliest Christian believers as Lord and Lady of the Age of the Fishes. ~ Margaret Starbird


 38 tHe who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, uout of his heart will flow rivers of living water.” 39 John 7 38

WINDOWATDERVAIGMULL2Notice the twin towers in this image of Magdalene and Jesus

Mary Magdalene/Twin Towers by Margaret Starbird

“For me, the symbolism of the twin towers is a powerful image that has a history intimately linked to Mary Magdalene. I was reminded of this when I noticed the flag of the Army Corps of Engineers flying at the scene of the attack on the Pentagon. The banner is a white castle with twin towers on a red background. But the castle (citadel–the city of God, fortress, stronghold) is, for me, a reminder of the magdal- eder–the tower (stronghold) of the flock from the prophetic passage in the Hebrew Bible –Micah 4:8-10. Since Magdala means tower in Hebrew, this passage is powerfully prophetic of the role of Mary Magdalene as the daughter of Sion in her role as Bride. You might want to look up this passage in the Hebrew Bible if you aren’t already familiar with it, to examine its very strong connections to Mary Magdalene who is alleged to have been sent into exile–to dwell in the fields–after the death of her King. This passage foreshadows the Diaspora of the Jewish people of whom Magdalene is the archetypal representative in her role as Bride of the Christ.

Mary Magdalene, for me, represents the flesh and blood of humanity, the entire human community, as the sacred container of the life and light of divinity–the very embodiment or incarnation of Godde with us. She represents the both the fallen Sophia (feminine consciousness) and the Holy City (as symbol of the human family) arrayed for her nuptials with the eternal bridegroom (Revelation 21). The sacred union of Christ and Magdalene which, I believe, was always at the heart of the Christian story, is only a model for this much deeper partnership of God and man/woman–

The castle (cit a d el) emblem originally represented the city of Jerusalem–her walls, gate, ramparts and twin towers. In Medieval art, the walls of Jerusalem often appear this way, and the emblem of the twin towers found on the Corps of Engineers banner was derived from this medieval emblem representing the walls and watchtowers of the Holy City. This emblem of the twin towers occurs very early among the medieval watermarks, which date from 1280. These watermarks are imbedded in the paper that was manufactured by those who opposed the repressive Roman Catholic Church (and its Inquisition, formed in 1237).

The World Trade Center was a chosen target of the terrorists because it was a high-profile symbol of capitalism and the global business network–a landmark representing global cooperation. It was a secular temple rather than a religious one. This attack was not a synchronicity. If an earthquake had destroyed the WTO on 9-11 it would have been a synchronicity–but under these circumstances, it was not; it was a deliberate act on the part of fanatics with free will who chose this civilian target to maximize suffering and outrage. It was an attack on civilization and humanity, especially obvious since people from about 80 nations were killed in the attack.

Over 13,000 Watermarks have been detected in antique Bibles and other medieval texts….unicorns, mermaids, bugles and towers are just a few of the emblems used by the heretics to hide tenets of their faith in the actual leaves of their bibles. (A discussion of some of the relevant watermarks and interesting examples appear in my Alabaster Jar and Tarot Trumps books–many of you have seen them).

Since the castle emblem was connected with the metaphor of the Holy City as community/Bride, it is also connected with Mary Magdalene–the sacred feminine–and therefore, also an emblem of PEOPLE as community. In the passage from Micah 4, the Magdal-eder is a metaphor for the city and people of Sion/Jerusalem.

The Pentagon was a target for obvious reasons. The five pointed star is sacred to Mars, but also to Venus, and therefore to Magdalene as Goddess of Love. The number 5 (the pentad) in the ancient world represented health and well-being/humanity (the 5 senses, the five extremities, five fingers/toes on each limb). Of course, for the terrorists, it was a symbol of America’s military power. In a stroke of luck, the plane struck an area where many offices were vacant because of renovations being made to the building–saving perhaps as many as 500-800 lives.

I have been brought to tears as I witnessed TV images of people of ALL faiths gathering to pray for unity, guidance and healing, courage and love in the wake of the outrageous attacks. I was shown very early in my spiritual journey that Mary Magdalene herself was a ‘carrier’ of the protoype of the Grail found in Genesis 44–the cup found in the sack of Benjamin that was the catalyst for the healing of the relationship of the twelve sons of Jacob–the healing of the nations. May she now be the instrument of this healing of the nations as we recognize in our common humanity the sacred vessel of divinity. It is not churches and temples of various religions that are sacred containers–it is PEOPLE!

The pictures we are seeing on TV, the sad stories we are hearing, are bringing home the message: we, the human family, are one child of the planet Earth. And our common enemy is characterized as 666–the number in the ancient symbolic system that represents the the solar or power principle–power without mercy. This fire principle without its sacred feminine (lunar or water) partner, results in conflagration and holocaust. Many of you have read my Goddess in the Gospels and have understood the gematria/numbers and the true meaning of the 666–power (violence) with no mercy: the power of the dictator, the terrorist, the crocodile–the Beast. It is the rise of the feminine eros –relationship, inclusion, tolerance, nurturing and concern for children–that rises now to offset the solar 666, to mitigate and finally to contain and heal it.

This sacred feminine (which I identify with the Magdalene-Spirit) is deeply involved in healing and saving the planet and all her peoples and is intimately connected with eco-feminism, the health and well-being of the physical body and other feminist issues that surface as we learn to celebrate humanity as the sacred container of divinity.” Margaret Starbird

428337_237393669686284_1722210178_n artists Birgitte Fiche and Peter Christiansen

I believe that the energies that carried out the crucifixion are still operating in this world. Those same energies were responsible for 911 and other horrific acts. 911 was the crucifixion of humanity. It was meant to devastate us, to paralyze us with fear and hopelessness. It was also, or so they thought, a way into those of us who carry the codes of Magdalene and Christ – to break our hearts again – to destroy the Twin Towers, the symbol of The Magdalene and The Christ. However in the aftermath of the devastation, our hearts were broken, yes, broken open. Love and compassion were magnified on earth. Many had psychic openings during this time therefore the intent to shut us down blew us wide open.

I feel that this has been brought to our attention at this time because all dark secrets are coming to light. We are at a crucial turning point. The more we are made aware of – the more we remember – the more we connect with one another – the higher we rise – the sooner the dark agenda will fall.

As we follow our hearts, in spite of the lies and deceit and programming we awaken the dormant knowledge that we possess.

The 911 Water Crystal is the symbol of Love and Hope Rising.

It is the Resurrection of our hearts.

It is the tangible manifestation of loving intent prayed upon the living waters of life.

It is the phoenix rising.

It is the divine union within ourselves.

We are the Resurrection.

We are the living waters of Christ and Magdalene baptized in the waters of love and divine union.

We are the living waters of the new earth rising.


The Five Pointed Star of Love – The Magdalene Star

She rises as the Divine Feminine is rising out of the smoke and murder of the dream meant to hide and destroy her.

The Six Pointed Star of Hope – The Star of Christ Resurrected


There is so much more to this story. I am just opening the door a bit to this particular part of the story as we walk through the doorway of truth and transformation together.

I want to add a personal reflection here. When I had the first vision of Jerusalem and began receiving messages from Mary Magdalene and others I was filled with anxiety and fear. I knew that no matter what, I had to follow this divine unfolding and do whatever was being asked of me. This meant coming out – coming out and telling my story – coming out and telling Mary Magdalene’s story. I was terrified. The anxiety was paralyzing.

After a while after the book came out and as I continued on speaking, creating workshops and sharing the divine downloads of healing meditations and activations the anxiety left me. All of us doing this work are coping with many lives of being tortured and killed for speaking our truth. The fear is enormous. Once we release what we are meant to do in this life we attain more peace within. Those energies don’t hold and bind us anymore. Once all truths are revealed perhaps we will will not have to carry the story in our physical  and emotional bodies.

I have been calling what has been going on since I visited the Casa of John of God in Brazil, Part Two. There is something about this that feels the same as it did in the beginning of this fantastic journey and the anxiety has returned after years and years.

When you receive this kind of information the mind tries to talk you out of it. Who will even relate to this? Is it just me? But I have been here before and I know again I must speak whether I understand it all or not. I kept wondering how and where I would tell this story and that is when the Magdalene/Isis Mystery School came along. I remember that I felt this way about The Heart of Love, that only certain people would relate to it but that turned out to be untrue. People from all walks of life found the book and fell in love with it.

And as the divine always steps in just when you are needing it most – someone sent me this incredible talk by Sara Beak. I cannot begin to describe how I related to her from the moment she started. I cried through the entire thing. You will too. She describes in the most incredible way the journey of the divine feminine as she struggles to emerge and speak her truth. It is our story.

Please take the time to watch it.

“In All Fears And Trembling Boldness: Unleashing … – Vimeo

From The Heart of Love : Mary Magdalene Speaks

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The women are gathering, yes, and the power will be restored when the feminine takes her rightful place once again. Do not think this is not coming, for it is to be. The feminine strength that you possess will be magnified, electrified, to all ears will hear and all eyes will see. And the heavens will rejoice as the prophecy is fulfilled and the bride is returned to her place with her beloved.

It is here. It is now. It has been foretold. The energy of the new day propels you forward into the restructuring of all life on earth. As this begins to take place, heavens doors will open and the rejoicing will be heard throughout every dimension for the loss of the feminine has been the devastation of this planet. Think nothing less for this is the root of all darkness. The light of the feminine is returned in the vehicle of Mary Magdalene and all women.

This power will grow in strength and beauty until all is changed and made new again, as it was in the beginning, balance restored. The dominion of the masculine over the feminine will no longer be. Your eyes are opening and you shall see things you never dreamed.

Rest in the knowing that you have done well and all is unfolding in a most sacred manner.


I wish you all the strength and power to speak your truth for it is truly the power and vibration that will change the world.


I will be offering the Magdalene Christ Crystal Star Healing Activation.


Where and how to be posted soon.


With Love,


Gail Swanson


Magdalene Comforts Him

This is a channeled message I wrote many years ago when I was writing the Mary Magdalene book. I just came upon it as it has been missing. There is a theme lately of discovering past messages that seem to need to be brought into the light now. It is beautiful and I felt it should be shared.


There was much time we spent alone. He would gaze off and think of what was to come and I would gently bring him back to the present and into my eyes and my arms and remind him of what he was accomplishing though he truly felt it was not enough. He felt the job was too big for one man. He felt it was too difficult to change these hearts. He was unaware really of what he was doing for I think when he spoke and did these things he was as if in another place and when all was quiet and he was feeling just as a man he would feel this loneliness and fear.

I was happy to be the one to remind him of how he was being received and all that it meant. He was in need of comfort and encouragement the same as anyone. He looked to me for solace, he looked to me for the truth and he looked to me for the reflection of love that he poured into me in every moment for I in turn filled him and sustained him for my heavenly support surrounded me and guided me.

I felt as in a dream, I felt in each and every moment that when this was taken from me I would surely die with him, for what could be left for me? But he spoke of how I would go on and he told me of how I would teach and heal and he said it was meant to be and nothing could change it. We lived in this awareness, we counted our blessings, we filled ourselves with love, as if there would be no tomorrow and we brought one and other back time and again from the fear of what was to come.

Bow your heads and let go of all thoughts of tomorrow. Know that this he continued to do in the face of what he knew was his destiny. For what then shall you fear? For all is designed for your own awakening and all is made ready for your own resurrection for what else is there if you continue to blind yourself? What else can there be if you refuse to see that every living moment is precious and divine and your heart was given to give and receive love.

Worry and fear disguised to distract you from living each day in the light of Christ. Come back with the breath, the breath of the Holy Spirit. Come back and feel the power of love, the love inside you, the love everlasting, this heavenly gift from his heart to yours.