The Heart of Love

Prayers, Poetry, Divine Inspiration by Gail Swanson


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The Passing

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When the time came I could feel it. There was a shift in the energy. The woman from hospice was not aware of it. She was trained to look for physical signs. This was as quiet as a whisper, as subtle as a soft breeze. I felt her going and I said “She is going.” The woman shook her head and said “I just checked her. Everything is the same.” I said again “She is going.” Now she stood and checked my mother’s pulse. She said “There is no pulse.” At that point the room and the woman faded away and there was nothing in this world left except my beautiful mother and me. She had waited for me to arrive. I was only there a few moments when she began making her way home.

I held her hand and I talked. I talked to her for the last time. I talked her right up to Heaven. I was aware of how purposeful and how blessed it all was. I was present, I was focused, I was meant to be her guide. I was honored and so aware, that this is how it all began. I breathed my first breath with my mother and she was now breathing her last breath with me. Full circle.

She was flying with the angels. She was where she belonged. I held her and loved her as she made her journey. I adored her to Heaven. It was just what she deserved. It was quiet and reverent and quick. We were partners, as we always had been, hand in hand, breathing together, the last breath of life. It was a glorious farewell.

On the second anniversary of my mother’s journey to Heaven I did not realize what day it was. I was standing in the kitchen when suddenly in an instant a feeling came over me that was the complete and total essence of my mother. There are no words to describe the power and perfection of this experience. It filled me so that I said out loud ‘Oh my God, Mommy!”

And here is the best part. My mother was very unsure if she believed in life after death. Quite honestly I don’t think she did at all but she tried to, for me. We had many discussions on the subject and she knew that I was absolutely sure of it and she thought that was just lovely for me but …she thought it was something perhaps people made up to make themselves feel better.

I used to kid her and tell her she was going to be so surprised when she found out I was right. I made her promise, I don’t know how many times, that she would give me a sign when she found out the truth., and she has. There have been unmistakable signs from her. This however was beyond a sign, beyond a message.

This was the complete essence of my beautiful mother’s spirit.

My mother found out. There is life after death and she came from Heaven to tell me so.

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Divine Healing Emanations for The Dark Night

Many are experiencing extreme emotions, feeling as if you can hardly make it through. The weeping can go on for days and the feeling that you are being taken through a life review seeing and feeling everything. As these new cosmic energies and emanations continue to pour in they are opening us to seeing and feeling and releasing experiences and sorrows that have been pushed down for ages. As painful as this is we are releasing lifetimes of grief and fear. An experience seeming to be coming from this time and place is triggering old unresolved sorrows, all unprocessed fear. It is an enormous process. It is a necessary evolution of where we are now and where we hope to be going. Weather patterns are expressing what we are experiencing internally and releasing. Nothing to do but breathe through it. Ride it out as we ride out the storm. As each emotion rises to the surface we are opening to more and more. This clearing, this release is a part of the process that can lead to great healing and great awareness.

As the insights arise about your life and you see each and every thing through a magnifying glass of grief, know that all rises for a great purpose. All is clearing the way for new eyes to see and a new heart to feel. Now through this process the emotional scales fall from our pineal gland and our DNA is lighting up and activating. We are being readied for the next step in our cosmic evolution. Allow it all to unfold for all is necessary. Those moving through this particular dark night are the ancient cosmic warriors of light. It is through the dark that the light shall come and it is through our own courage and strength that each of our own heart lights will begin to shine the way to a new beginning

photos by Gail Swanson.

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Merging

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This is the coming together. This is the merging of dimensions and beings and light. This is higher consciousness. The merging is happening. What must it take for all to rise to a higher state of being?  I find comfort in these divine emanations. I feel familiar and at home. These energies are reigning down upon us constantly. With an open heart you can receive them and great healing can come.

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Spiritual Loneliness

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Some of us feel a deep and intense loneliness that is always present. Nothing eases it. It comes from a longing, a yearning from something you can barely remember and yet we know it absolutely and completely. In some ways the loneliness comforts me as it is a constant reminder that something far greater and far more precious and wonderful exists somewhere beyond all this. And of course we are blessed beyond measure to have beautiful divine experiences to remind us we are not alone. Still the feeling remains for we are here on earth in human form. We are multidimensional beings, with our feet in many worlds, navigating the heartaches of the world and the glory of the divine. When the loneliness is too much look up and remember the reason for our loneliness is the extraordinary divine love we remember deep in our hearts and our souls and find comfort in the knowing that it is ever there shining down upon us.